Some dotpoints, without the dots:

Work has been ok. Weird to have new role, and be working under someone. Know so little so as to not even know what I don’t know. A somewhat uncomfortable position.

Attempting to navigate through online study and being unsuccessful and freaking out.

Going to two yoga classes a week, which helps.

Still struggling with smoking.

Organising BB’s first birthday party, in two weeks. Argh.

Pumping twice a day.

Still sleeping with BB for the second half of every night. He is settling better overall but is still wakeful unless I’m with him. But he doesn’t hate his cot quite as much as he did, I think.

And well, I have no time. Absolutely no time. Apologies to those who have emailed and/or facebooked me without reply. It’s all just that bit overwhelming right now.